Just a girl and her hedgehog taking on the world, one blog entry at a time...

Thursday, January 13, 2011

Separation Anxiety

The time for swimming in cheap Canadian beer, feasting on Top Ramen and generally acting like a 19 year old has arrived. That's right friends, Big White is upon us. For those who are unawares of the magic surrounding the ski resort, just watch this clip:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KxzSHxz0Fjw

Incredible.

As I've gotten older and the demands on my time have become more strenuous, the five days I spend eating/drinking/snowboarding/sleeping/hottubbing/snowshoeing/drunken innertubing/ice skating/general gallivanting with friends have become really important for me to wind down after the holidays.

Two things are different about this trip up to the Great White North this time around. First and foremost, Mike won't be there this year (at least as of this writing he won't). Mike wasn't around for the first two years of the trip, but in the last five he has become a staple member of the Big White crew. I'm pretty ambivalent about his attendance personally, there are positives and negatives to each. If he did go, it could have been awkward and dramatic, or it could have been fine, or I could have ended up making out with him (Unlikely--although who knows what happens to a girl when she's got enough Kokanee and Poutine in her.). Since he's not coming, that whole "oh my gosh how are we gonna act around each other-this is weird-I don't know how to act around you" debacle will be nicely avoided. However, in the public eye, I can see how his absence could raise suspicion of drama that simply isn't there. Mike and I are actually on pretty good speaking terms (as far as I know) but it certainly looks like we can't stand to be in the same room together. In reality, I'm pretty sure all this means is I'm gonna have some 'splanin to do about how "We both love you very very much, but Mike and Stephanie have decided to not love each other in the same way".

It could get annoying, I'll probably cry, but I'm sure overall it will be fine. These people are my friends who I love.

The second difference, that I almost completely overlooked, is that I'm leaving a pet behind that actually needs consistent care while I'm gone. I can't just throw a time release cat food pellet in Squeak's paddock and hope for the best. So...he's going to stay at Grandma's!!
She's waited so long for a grandchild...

I'm not sure how's he's gonna take the change but, then again, I won't be dealing with it, Mom will. This morning as I was watching Squeak run around in the bathtub splashing and generally sputtering in the inch of water I filled for him, I realized I'm gonna miss that little bitch. He's been coming out of his spine-filled shell so much lately I'm sad to give him up for a few days

I know how to display my growing anguish at our separation

He's just spiny

I'm sure everything will be just fine, it's just that this is the longest we've been apart from each other since I got him. I'm gonna miss my tiny roommate.

SO!

In his place I've decided to tote about this little guy

Meet Squeak Scolari 2 (Budgie!)

Budgie is much more portable, friendly, soft, and legal to take over the border. He was a Christmas gift from a close friend who has exceptional taste in hedgehogs. He (Budgie, not the friend) will accompany me in my travels and I will document his participation in the Big White experience since Squeak will not be able to partake.

This will be fun :)

Monday, January 10, 2011

Yup, it's 2011

It's been a little while, I'm sorry. My internet has been down and I'm a lazy, lazy woman.

But we all knew that. Man there's a lot to talk about; half-marathon training, Big White, my forays into online dating, and - oh yeah - having 5 MONTHS UNTIL I GRADUATE...Holy God...

But those all each deserve their own posts, and I'll get to them eventually, now I want to talk about New Years. Like Thanksgiving and Christmas, I feel pressure to write out resolutions and hopes for the upcoming twelve months when, in reality, I'd be happy to survive. Honestly, all I really want is to enjoy my life while I'm living it.

I've felt caught between an idealized past that I know I'm not going to get back and an uncertain future that both excites and terrifies me. I long to be where I was this time last year; happily married, content in school, looking to start a family. I know this isn't where I'm supposed to be though. On the other hand, I can't help looking to the future. Starting a career? Dating? Sometimes it's just all too overwhelming. 

I initially contemplated all this while running (gasping, panting, sweating, freezing, cursing-under-my-breath) a 5K on New Years Day. At 10AM. In 28 degree weather. Just before plunging into Lake Washington. 

This is what hungover and freezing looks like

Probably not my smartest move, but, and I know how absolutely cheesy this sounds, I really feel like I left all the shit I had to deal with in 2010 in Lake Washington (sorry, fishies). It felt good. It felt cathartic. It felt like 2011 was going to be better than 2010, because it HAS to be. My life was destroyed last year and the only thing that can happen is for me to start rebuilding it. So, that's what I'm doing, and I'm determined to stop and enjoy myself along the way.

Starting with a victory beer!
Notice the blue lips

Anyway, you all may be asking, well that's all well and good for YOU Stephanie, but what about Squeak Scolari? What are his resolutions? 
Well, I'm pretty sure his main motivation in life is to completely mess with me. Just when I think he's all cute and adorable, he pulls a trick when I'm not looking!!

I CAUGHT YOU, BUDGIE!!!

That's right, friends, my hedgehog has learned to climb (Clever girl-er-boy...). This means, much like having a toddler, I must undergo the task of hedgehog-proofing my apartment. I don't think I'm ready for this kind of commitment.

Oh I'm also pretty sure he's going for the world record for most obese hedgehog ever. Seriously, he's a fatty and I'm worried I'm going to have to call the guys over at Guinness soon. I'll post a picture of his grotesqueness soon.